见家长日 ♥

今天心情大好，原本说留在penang不回来的他却搭了早上7.45am的bus回来。原本说好晚上一起去pasar malam结果下起大雨就改去jusco，然后看到他像小孩子一样帮我夹公仔，结果浪费了RM12也夹不到一个。两个人只能失望的看着公仔机。然后两个人还去欣赏戒指，那些staff还以为我们要选结婚戒指呢，有少少幸福这样啦。

见家长日?不是拿成绩单，而是见他的爸爸妈妈。拍拖一年多终于带我见他家人啦。说真的，那种紧张真的没有办法形容，这是我的第一次，我和他的爸爸妈妈第一次见面的地方就是jusco 的 coffee bean 咯。我们四个人做在一起喝茶，说真的，一开始真的紧张到，不过后来有好一些，他家人真的很不错。uncle anuty也很shy 一下。总觉得见了你家人，心定了很多，就像你对我的一种肯定。

谢谢亲爱的，我知道你为了我做了很多很多，也改变了很多很多，很努力做个好男友，有时候我也很beh tahan自己为什么一直发你脾气。不过看得出你也几享受我的脾气吗。如过可以的话，真想和你一起牵手走到永远。

不知道今晚会不会睡不着，不过我是真的很开心 =D

I Believe ♥

I Believe 當我在你家門口
下雨了 你看了也會難過
I Believe 你不說話的時候
也是一種 其實你在回應我

雖然不曾說 相信你正在懂
就算牽的不是我的手 我不真的難過

不知道在高興什麼 你的笑容
有時候也寧可 當作你在為我加油
不知道在妄想什麼
只告訴自己 I Believe 你總會看到我
在某個時候 想讓你陪伴的是我

I Believe 沒有回應的時候
只不過 正好你在電話中
I Believe 語音信箱的沉默
也是一種 其實你在傾聽我

不知道在高興什麼 你的笑容
有時候也寧可 當作妳在為我加油
不知道在妄想什麼
只告訴自己 I Believe 你總會看到我
在一切之後 留在你身邊的是我

那延續太久的一時衝動
在你身後的獨角戲 聚光燈沒亮過
懷疑 是自己編造的內容 你從不真的認得我

不知道在高興什麼 你的笑容
有時候也寧可 當作你在為我加油
不知道在妄想什麼
只告訴自己I Believe 一定會有結果
在很久以後 留在你身邊的是我
會陪著你的人是我

*期待那天我可以从第七名变成你的前三名 好想你 :')

可以不可以？

可以偶尔发个脾气吗？可以偶尔闹个情绪吗？可以偶尔埋怨一下吗？可以借我一双耳朵吗？可以还我一个偶尔可以发泄的地方？哭吧哭吧！哭过就好了！

其实我很累了！

I love my 21st Birthday Celebration♥

My very first celebration at Euro House. Thankyou all of you gave me a big surprise, although i can expected there will be something happen on that day. Hehe,,, i guess correctly. So happy when saw you guys attended one by one, Yes,,, the birthday girl is the first one who reached there. 

Moo Moo Cake. Love it so much.Not willing to cut it at first.

Me,KitYan,SawWoon,Miao,PohYee,Vivian.

Ah chung,Ken,Ah Bao,KeanHoe,Me,ZiFang,AhKum.

Lim Kean Hoe---My best present on 21st birthday.See my stupid,when know how to smile but don't know where to focus. Thanks dear always endure my bad temper. But i like to see your nervous face so much. Thankyou god, i will treasure this people so much. He bought me a t-shirt and a moomoo birthday card.The most important thing is what he wrote in the birthday card..Hehe..Thankyou...Love you Hak Ren Zheng♥

Thankyou kawans. You all really got heard..bought me a very sexy bra..See,,i wear it already..It's so comfortable lo..Got chance i wear whole set to let you all see har..Hehe..Seriously,,this is the most expensive bra i had..Thankyou my lovely kawan..Muack ♥


My second celebration with my dear family at Oliven. Haha,,, i thought this year they will not planning so much for my birthday since i have boyfriend. But they made me cry. When i saw two teddy in front me..It really really touching.

The cake looks similar with my teddy. Similar until i want to cry.

Thankyou my jiejie,meimei,didi and also xinxin.

 They so crazy at first.Haha..My first key from them. My first diamond for myself. Did't have the habit to wear necklace but will wear it everyday start from now..

♥

My third celebration with housemate at Joyce's hostel and 富山点心楼. I planned to sleep on that time actually. Suddenly received joyce call,,,''like that give them cheat to go out.''...how long my birthday did't have ballon appear?? Haha...Thankyou,,,they said they spent 2 hours to prepared..

 KahMun, Joyce, Felix

My third birthday cake

I don't know why i can't rotate this 2 photo har??? Aiyaa...Nvm la..you all rotate your own laptop la..But why cannot rotate har??Ermm...They bring me go back ipoh eat dim sum...feel so paisei...coz it quite expensive. Thankyou my best friend...Still got 1 year we want finish our diploma lo..Happy to know you all..Hope that we can still continue our friendship after graduation. 

Thankyou part of my classmate also..This year is the first year i having my birthday in school day. They sang a birthday song to me at the canteen...haha..Thankyou so much..

My last celebration with housemate XiaoWen and Susu at Riotous Cafe. Sorry dear,,,you need to exam also take time to help me celebrate...Go there early for decoration..with photo..with moomoo..with ballon..and also the snake...Haha.. Thankyou so much..I like it...

 

Sagittarius Cake with Key

I think this is the last year i can celebrate my birthday in kampar lo..So fast,,,want to graduate soon...Xiaowen,,,i leave jor you need to stay peaceful with your new roommate ya...Susu...got girlfriend cannot forget me and xiaowen ar..Hehe..

Saw this early in the morning...My second key from xiaowen..Hehe...I will wear it de..Thankyou so much xiaowen..

Thankyou all of you for spending too much on the celebration...Thankyou my dear family, Thankyou my dear kawans,Thankyou my dear friend,Thankyou my dear schoolmate, Thankyou my dear housemate, Thankyou my dear roommate xiaowen, Thankyou my dear dear. With you all, I know that my birthday is never lonely.

谁说幸福不会掉眼泪 ♥

当说了也没有人明白的时候，当安慰听不进去的时候，我会努力撑过来。谁说幸福就不会掉眼泪，伤心完了就算了，累了睡醒一觉就精神了，这双手你给我捉紧一点就好了，那么容易被打倒就不是钟嘉薇了。

改不了的习惯 ♥

因為不想讓別人一起不開心，所以有什麼難過的事都自己憋在心裏或者自我安慰，因為即使說出來也沒有人能感同身受，而且還給對方添堵，能自己解決的事，不要指望別人，这就是我目前还没有办法改掉的习惯。

晚安

His 21st Birthday and Our 100 Days ♥

上个星期和晓雯去了penang，只是想给他惊喜，毕竟这是我们在一起后他的第一个生日，他虽然说不在乎，但是真的是这样吗???哈哈!!!那天很累很累，但很满足很满足，因为他开心才是最重要的，虽然那天有点狼狈，去到USM尽然下起大雨，又没带伞，还好有秀焕带路，谢谢kawan，谢谢大家帮我，惊喜总算成功的 =)

好巧的说，今天是他的生日，也是我们刚刚好的100天，小气的3个月也过去了，时间真的过得好快好快啊，很多东西都好像还不是很真实那样，不过有很多东西我们也显得自然了很多，没有以前那么尴尬，尤其是牵手的时候，看对方的时候，和在大家面前的时候，话说，那天好像是你第一次牵我过马路喔，之前好像都没有过，真的很幸福，会一直幸福下去的 =)

那天去了USM，满足的是，终于可以体会少少他在那边的生活，至少他经常走过的路我也走过，至少知道他平时回去那里吃东西，知足知足，我一定会再去的，哈哈=P

因为是第一年的生日礼物所以不想直接用钱买那么随便，所以自己弄了两个枕头，虽然枕头是直接买的，哈哈，我们两个一人一个，我们第一个的情侣枕头，那moo moo还是从衣服剪下来的呢....

那天不约而同地穿了紫色的衣 很开心

添加图片说明

他第一次买给我的衣 是他选的

谢谢 我很喜欢

他说这是三个月和我生日的礼物喔 =(

如果可以的话

我也好希望他可以弄回一些东西给我 =)

亲爱的林美女 谢谢你那天陪我一起去
如果不是你 我可能就给不到这些惊喜他
那天 觉得对你很不好意识
=(
我把你丢下了
ermmm
今年是我最后一年在金宝咯
我们好好珍惜最后的这年
所以说
时间真的过得好快好快
林美女 有你真好 我爱你

林先生 你的惊喜还没结束呢 =P

It's October ♥

不知道为什么，今天心情真的非常不好，不好到极点，七点去睡了个觉，以为会好一点，结果并没有，还睡到九点多，都没有试过睡到那么夜，还那么熟，结果现在睡不着，究竟是为什么呢？大概是太累吧，应该是太累吧。

不习惯喊痛 ♥

作了个梦  梦里沒想过会落空  醒來的時候 随著疼痛 眼眶泛红

其实不懂  怎样才算有始有终  主角离开後  默默的劇终 却不为所动

想通起了化学作用  爱情的世界沒虽败犹荣  人走了可是心却仍悬空

我不习惯喊痛  我不是只有无动于衷  也曾经告诉他  我伤得有多重  我能给多少包容

我不习惯喊痛  我的心早已千疮百孔  只是我习惯忍痛  也曾想过拥著他  却已成空

有太多的激動  也会慢慢的沉痛  最后只能  慢慢想通

一百二十五点零二公里 ♥

我承认上个星期是很不开心，我承认是我想太多，我承认我开始怀疑你，我承认我每晚都在哭，我承认我每晚都睡不好，我承认这一个星期真的很难过，傻瓜，因为我是你女朋友，所以以后不管开心还是难过，你都可以和我分享，因为我是你女朋友，我愿意陪你度过那些你很难过的日子，傻瓜，我宁愿拿着电话听你说你有多么想家，你有多么不习惯，你有多么累，然后陪你一起哭，都不要我们各自各的难过。

今天你又回去了，下个星期你没回，不知道什么时候才能见呢，就知道你这个少爷一定不能适应那边的生活的，一回来就看医生，笑你啊，差到死，可是听你说到那么辛苦还是很心痛啦，不过朋友那方面你还混得不错嘛，今天一回去就和朋友出去。我知道我们不能像以前一样了，我会努力习惯，我会更加坚强，因为我珍惜。

某人，我和你一样需要很多很多的安全感，比起我的他，你的他真的做了好多好多，我羡慕你都来不及了，所以你就不要再投诉了，因为我连投诉的机会都没有。女孩子可以不坚强，但一定不可以太依赖。加油吧 =)

我等你 直到你戴四方帽的那一天 ♥

刚刚和你通了第一通电话，希望你可以很快就习惯那里的生活，哈哈，我心情好很多了，我不会再哭了，我不会让你担心我的，我知道这是每个情侣都必须经历的一个阶段，只是我们比其他人更早经历而已。让我不要脸的告诉你，你知道你这生人做得最对的选择是什么吗?就是选对了我这个女朋友，哈哈，我可是比一般人都坚强的呢！没有什么是不习惯的吗，不就两个月嘛，以前怎么过现在就怎么过咯，先苦后甜，对不对???

我容许你把家人排第一，我喜欢孝顺的孩子，所以你一定要把他们排第一，我知道明天开始你一定会很想他们，很想家，虽然你是男生，但我肯定你一定会，第二当然是我啦，哈哈。这14天对我来说，足够了♥

如果说一个月见两次，那不如说一年见24次，那么4年就有96次，再加放假过年之内的，大概就有192次，最多也不就庆祝你4年生日，我4年生日，一定很快很快就过去的，我等你，等你直到你戴四方帽的那一天，但在哪之前，我先戴，哈哈。虽然有一千个一万个不舍得，可是你还是要为你的前途努力，我们一起为我们的将来努力。

林家二少爷，记得要好好照顾自己，钟家二小姐也会好好照顾自己的。

Countdown for last 2 days ♥

每一天看日历至少上10次，从14天减到去剩两天，14天里见了12天，有时候早上，有时候晚上，有时候早晚，还有两天，那就好好珍惜这两天吧！明天的早餐和晚餐都和你一起吃哦！我没有担心什么，真的真的，我对你有信心，就像你对我有信心一样，我只是不舍得而已，不舍得我们刚在一起又要分开。我真的会很不舍得。以后我又要自己打包早餐回家吃咯，哈哈，我想我很快就会习惯的 :')

My first letter to HIM♥

First time i write letter to my dad..Have you ever did the same thing to your dad?? YES!!! I did today before i want to come back kampar...put on his table before i leave...I'm curious what his face when saw this..Haha..My dear daddy...i know i always make you worry...i promise you..i will take good care of myself...I hope you can understand me..i need freedom...i like to play...i got many friends...i can't ''guai guai'' stay at home...请原谅任性的我...And don't blame mummy...coz she know my pattern as well....she know my friends as well...


Actually this is the best time i can tell you i already got boyfriend...But i did't have...What i scared??I really don't know..But sure will tell you one day...maybe the second letter =)

Hey Mr.Lim..time passed so fast...we have been together in a month plus 2 days...Are you already accustomed me beside you??I'm still trying my best...Today was the first time i accompanied you took lunch on your working day..I think is the last time also...this week is your last week...haha...ofcoz i happy...you still remember last time you told me when is your last day mou??TIPU PUNYA...


Finally there have a guy comfort me when i am sad... Although you did before when we are still friend...but the feeling really got different...Thankyou dear =)

薇 恋爱了♥

说突然，是真的有点突然。说惊喜，是真的有很惊喜，大家，是吗???从来没有想过自己可以幸福到这种地步。一直以来埋怨老天爷为什么不让我遇到个好的，但其实是自己的问题，原来他一直都在，一直都在我身边。谢谢你老天爷，谢谢你一直都没有忽略我，谢谢你把他留给我。我现在很幸福，真的很幸福。

我和他在一起快一个月了。没错，钟嘉薇恋爱了。钟嘉薇终于发现了那位对的人。钟嘉薇再也不是自己一个人了。那天不知哪来的勇气，我竟然先开口了，我只知道很想用力去珍惜，很想自私一次为自己的幸福豁出去。结果我成功了。那晚后，我和他从好朋友的关系变成恋人。有人问，做了朋友那么久现在才拍拖有什么感觉???我不知道，听说这会很幸福。

我不需要你花很多钱在我身上，不需要你为我买衣服买包包，不需要你24小时陪伴，但至少你要让我知道你在做什么。我脾气不好，发起火来我也不知道自己会说什么，但胜在耐性好，很能忍，也只有在心情不好才会乱发脾气。如果我有不对，你也可以对我发脾气，你也可以对我生气，因为这样我才有机会哄回你不是吗??? 但你应该不会，我们认识那么久也没有吵过架，我也只是对你发过那么一次脾气。


谢谢你林先生，谢谢你并没有完全放弃，从以前一直到现在。为了你我会做一个很好的女朋友，你也是，我们一起加油，一起走到最后。傻瓜，我爱你!!!

A moment like this ♥

What if I told you

It was all meant to be

Would you believe me

Would you agree

It's almost that feeling

That we've met before

So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy

When I tell you love has come here and now

A moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

Some people search forever,

For that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

Everything changes

But beauty remains

Something so tender

I can't explain

Well I maybe dreaming

But till I awake

Can we make this dream last forever

And I'll cherish all the love we share

For a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

Some people search forever,

For that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

Could this be the greatest love of all

I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall

So let me tell you this

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetimes,

For a moment like this

Some people search forever,

For that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

For my Mr.Lim...can we make this dream last forever....?? And I'll cherish all the love we share..Thankyou for the song ♥ I just feel so touch when you ask me hear this song..No need tell what because the lyric has been told...Finally..I believe that it was really happened to me...I will try my best to be your first and also the last...Let's start our love journey together...Hey Mr.Lim..your waiting is worth finally...And sorry to those who are loving him...he is mine now =)

My lucky day ♥

Just want to say today really is my lucky day. I love today so much. Will be a memorable day for me. Everything goes smoothly, especially the hardest presentation today, the lecturer gave a very good comment to us. And the second presentation also, although the lecturer is quite mafan, but she did't give any negative comment to me, and keep nod her head when i present.

Still have one more presentation on tomorrow, after that will have a party waiting for me.

Yes!!! You give me power to do this. I know this time not dream anymore.

ThankYou Stupid ♥

Just want to say thankyou to you, STUPID.

Thankyou for your caring

Thankyou for your goodnite everynight

Thankyou for you to chat with me when i feel stress

Thankyou for the dating

Thankyou for everythings before i taking 3 presentations on this week

These are all the power you give me to do better.

YES!!! I REALLY REALLY VERY HAPPY !!!

CAN YOU FEEL IT =)

Sorry for everything STUPID ♥

When i haven give up you say i stupid...when i give up you say i unsympathetic...Am i really do unsympathetic to ''HIM''?? No...i don't think so. For those who said I did will never know how much hurt i got. How many changes i give? And what i get finally? Still can be friend already not easy for me. Even you also cannot la.

What i really care is all about another STUPID now. The one stupid than me.

Still can remembered few months ago i said '' Only friend can be together forever''.Yes!!! I am so regret to say this stupid things,I am so regret why i don't hold you when you still there.

I know all the things is too late when i realized.At least give me a chance,let me prove to you.STUPID...I really fall in love with you this time.But i don't dare to walk one more step to you since the thing happened in last 3 weeks. It really killed me you know, almost cried for it everyday when i think how bad i am. I can't find anyone to talk when i unhappy.

Hey girl..sometime love should be selfish..don't always think too much..think of your friend..think of this think of that...and you give up this give up that...when you realize you miss a nice guy that time already too late. Exit a relationship does not mean you are great.

STUPID..so sorry..for everything..I hope I still not too late.. =)

讓我罩著你 ♥

是你 讓勇敢 燈火通明的跳動

怎麼 忽然間 心卻變的好閃爍

時間 是氪星石 超人不得不低頭

你的背影一腳踏進沙漏

被凋零淹沒

曾經傷害你 I'm sorry

濫用了叛逆 I'm sorry

也許有天你會忘記

忘了怎麼呼吸

但請你別忘了我很愛你

我會更努力為了你

你也要努力愛自己

少了你的夢中飛行 我會很不甘心

從今以後什麼都別擔心

現在換我罩著你

好像 從沒有 真的陪你聊天過

雖然 你總是 想跟我聊些什麼

如果 來不及 還你同等的感動

如果還能為你做些什麼

請你聽我說

讓我罩著你

陪你一直走下去

我把自己搞乱了

把事情搞复杂了

好几晚都睡不好

非常的不好

我很冲动的做了某些事

收拾不来

变了 ♥

傻瓜

你在乎些什么

人家明明没放在心上

傻瓜

你难过些什么

人家明明开心得很

我越来越搞不懂

该怎么维持一段好朋友的关系

是不是朋友多

所以这种事情常常发生在我身上

只要是钟嘉薇先知道的事情

就是钟嘉薇的错???

是不是和A在一起的时候 只能谈A的事

和B在一起的时候 只能谈B??

把事情搞到这样

我是很不开心

非常不开心

我不是没有主动过

只是看见昨天桌上那一包包的食物

我心都碎了

这一次我不知道你要生气多久

随你吧

大家也不小了

哄人这回事我不会

也懒得去解释

久了 就知道大家对这段友请到底有多在乎

我已经很累了

撑了很久

很累了

谢谢这些一次有一次挫折

不然钟嘉薇怎样变得更坚强一些

来保护身边的家人与朋友

只有在最不开心的时候

才会听一些很伤感的歌

我想哭

可是哭不出来

就连半滴眼泪也挤不出来

以前很爱哭的我

现在竟然不懂得怎么哭了

天啊

世界变了

钟嘉薇也变了

已经凌晨一点了

今晚会不会又失眠呢????

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好像你 :')