不习惯喊痛 ♥

作了个梦  梦里沒想过会落空  醒來的時候 随著疼痛 眼眶泛红

其实不懂  怎样才算有始有终  主角离开後  默默的劇终 却不为所动

想通起了化学作用  爱情的世界沒虽败犹荣  人走了可是心却仍悬空

我不习惯喊痛  我不是只有无动于衷  也曾经告诉他  我伤得有多重  我能给多少包容

我不习惯喊痛  我的心早已千疮百孔  只是我习惯忍痛  也曾想过拥著他  却已成空

有太多的激動  也会慢慢的沉痛  最后只能  慢慢想通

一百二十五点零二公里 ♥

我承认上个星期是很不开心，我承认是我想太多，我承认我开始怀疑你，我承认我每晚都在哭，我承认我每晚都睡不好，我承认这一个星期真的很难过，傻瓜，因为我是你女朋友，所以以后不管开心还是难过，你都可以和我分享，因为我是你女朋友，我愿意陪你度过那些你很难过的日子，傻瓜，我宁愿拿着电话听你说你有多么想家，你有多么不习惯，你有多么累，然后陪你一起哭，都不要我们各自各的难过。

今天你又回去了，下个星期你没回，不知道什么时候才能见呢，就知道你这个少爷一定不能适应那边的生活的，一回来就看医生，笑你啊，差到死，可是听你说到那么辛苦还是很心痛啦，不过朋友那方面你还混得不错嘛，今天一回去就和朋友出去。我知道我们不能像以前一样了，我会努力习惯，我会更加坚强，因为我珍惜。

某人，我和你一样需要很多很多的安全感，比起我的他，你的他真的做了好多好多，我羡慕你都来不及了，所以你就不要再投诉了，因为我连投诉的机会都没有。女孩子可以不坚强，但一定不可以太依赖。加油吧 =)

我等你 直到你戴四方帽的那一天 ♥

刚刚和你通了第一通电话，希望你可以很快就习惯那里的生活，哈哈，我心情好很多了，我不会再哭了，我不会让你担心我的，我知道这是每个情侣都必须经历的一个阶段，只是我们比其他人更早经历而已。让我不要脸的告诉你，你知道你这生人做得最对的选择是什么吗?就是选对了我这个女朋友，哈哈，我可是比一般人都坚强的呢！没有什么是不习惯的吗，不就两个月嘛，以前怎么过现在就怎么过咯，先苦后甜，对不对???

我容许你把家人排第一，我喜欢孝顺的孩子，所以你一定要把他们排第一，我知道明天开始你一定会很想他们，很想家，虽然你是男生，但我肯定你一定会，第二当然是我啦，哈哈。这14天对我来说，足够了♥

如果说一个月见两次，那不如说一年见24次，那么4年就有96次，再加放假过年之内的，大概就有192次，最多也不就庆祝你4年生日，我4年生日，一定很快很快就过去的，我等你，等你直到你戴四方帽的那一天，但在哪之前，我先戴，哈哈。虽然有一千个一万个不舍得，可是你还是要为你的前途努力，我们一起为我们的将来努力。

林家二少爷，记得要好好照顾自己，钟家二小姐也会好好照顾自己的。

Countdown for last 2 days ♥

每一天看日历至少上10次，从14天减到去剩两天，14天里见了12天，有时候早上，有时候晚上，有时候早晚，还有两天，那就好好珍惜这两天吧！明天的早餐和晚餐都和你一起吃哦！我没有担心什么，真的真的，我对你有信心，就像你对我有信心一样，我只是不舍得而已，不舍得我们刚在一起又要分开。我真的会很不舍得。以后我又要自己打包早餐回家吃咯，哈哈，我想我很快就会习惯的 :')

My first letter to HIM♥

First time i write letter to my dad..Have you ever did the same thing to your dad?? YES!!! I did today before i want to come back kampar...put on his table before i leave...I'm curious what his face when saw this..Haha..My dear daddy...i know i always make you worry...i promise you..i will take good care of myself...I hope you can understand me..i need freedom...i like to play...i got many friends...i can't ''guai guai'' stay at home...请原谅任性的我...And don't blame mummy...coz she know my pattern as well....she know my friends as well...


Actually this is the best time i can tell you i already got boyfriend...But i did't have...What i scared??I really don't know..But sure will tell you one day...maybe the second letter =)

Hey Mr.Lim..time passed so fast...we have been together in a month plus 2 days...Are you already accustomed me beside you??I'm still trying my best...Today was the first time i accompanied you took lunch on your working day..I think is the last time also...this week is your last week...haha...ofcoz i happy...you still remember last time you told me when is your last day mou??TIPU PUNYA...


Finally there have a guy comfort me when i am sad... Although you did before when we are still friend...but the feeling really got different...Thankyou dear =)

薇 恋爱了♥

说突然，是真的有点突然。说惊喜，是真的有很惊喜，大家，是吗???从来没有想过自己可以幸福到这种地步。一直以来埋怨老天爷为什么不让我遇到个好的，但其实是自己的问题，原来他一直都在，一直都在我身边。谢谢你老天爷，谢谢你一直都没有忽略我，谢谢你把他留给我。我现在很幸福，真的很幸福。

我和他在一起快一个月了。没错，钟嘉薇恋爱了。钟嘉薇终于发现了那位对的人。钟嘉薇再也不是自己一个人了。那天不知哪来的勇气，我竟然先开口了，我只知道很想用力去珍惜，很想自私一次为自己的幸福豁出去。结果我成功了。那晚后，我和他从好朋友的关系变成恋人。有人问，做了朋友那么久现在才拍拖有什么感觉???我不知道，听说这会很幸福。

我不需要你花很多钱在我身上，不需要你为我买衣服买包包，不需要你24小时陪伴，但至少你要让我知道你在做什么。我脾气不好，发起火来我也不知道自己会说什么，但胜在耐性好，很能忍，也只有在心情不好才会乱发脾气。如果我有不对，你也可以对我发脾气，你也可以对我生气，因为这样我才有机会哄回你不是吗??? 但你应该不会，我们认识那么久也没有吵过架，我也只是对你发过那么一次脾气。


谢谢你林先生，谢谢你并没有完全放弃，从以前一直到现在。为了你我会做一个很好的女朋友，你也是，我们一起加油，一起走到最后。傻瓜，我爱你!!!

A moment like this ♥

What if I told you

It was all meant to be

Would you believe me

Would you agree

It's almost that feeling

That we've met before

So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy

When I tell you love has come here and now

A moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

Some people search forever,

For that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

Everything changes

But beauty remains

Something so tender

I can't explain

Well I maybe dreaming

But till I awake

Can we make this dream last forever

And I'll cherish all the love we share

For a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

Some people search forever,

For that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

Could this be the greatest love of all

I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall

So let me tell you this

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetimes,

For a moment like this

Some people search forever,

For that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

For my Mr.Lim...can we make this dream last forever....?? And I'll cherish all the love we share..Thankyou for the song ♥ I just feel so touch when you ask me hear this song..No need tell what because the lyric has been told...Finally..I believe that it was really happened to me...I will try my best to be your first and also the last...Let's start our love journey together...Hey Mr.Lim..your waiting is worth finally...And sorry to those who are loving him...he is mine now =)

My lucky day ♥

Just want to say today really is my lucky day. I love today so much. Will be a memorable day for me. Everything goes smoothly, especially the hardest presentation today, the lecturer gave a very good comment to us. And the second presentation also, although the lecturer is quite mafan, but she did't give any negative comment to me, and keep nod her head when i present.

Still have one more presentation on tomorrow, after that will have a party waiting for me.

Yes!!! You give me power to do this. I know this time not dream anymore.

ThankYou Stupid ♥

Just want to say thankyou to you, STUPID.

Thankyou for your caring

Thankyou for your goodnite everynight

Thankyou for you to chat with me when i feel stress

Thankyou for the dating

Thankyou for everythings before i taking 3 presentations on this week

These are all the power you give me to do better.

YES!!! I REALLY REALLY VERY HAPPY !!!

CAN YOU FEEL IT =)

Sorry for everything STUPID ♥

When i haven give up you say i stupid...when i give up you say i unsympathetic...Am i really do unsympathetic to ''HIM''?? No...i don't think so. For those who said I did will never know how much hurt i got. How many changes i give? And what i get finally? Still can be friend already not easy for me. Even you also cannot la.

What i really care is all about another STUPID now. The one stupid than me.

Still can remembered few months ago i said '' Only friend can be together forever''.Yes!!! I am so regret to say this stupid things,I am so regret why i don't hold you when you still there.

I know all the things is too late when i realized.At least give me a chance,let me prove to you.STUPID...I really fall in love with you this time.But i don't dare to walk one more step to you since the thing happened in last 3 weeks. It really killed me you know, almost cried for it everyday when i think how bad i am. I can't find anyone to talk when i unhappy.

Hey girl..sometime love should be selfish..don't always think too much..think of your friend..think of this think of that...and you give up this give up that...when you realize you miss a nice guy that time already too late. Exit a relationship does not mean you are great.

STUPID..so sorry..for everything..I hope I still not too late.. =)